I learned this today :) It doesn't have all that much to do with this post but I wanted to share. I also have had a relatively calm week thus far which has been pleasant. On Sunday I had two auditions, one of which panned out and one did not.
I find nothing more frustrating than walking into an audition and having a sudden realization you are just not what they are looking for. No matter how stellar your audition, no matter how perfect your hair and make up and wardrobe are, no matter how great your song choice you just don't fit their image of this role. That was how I felt about one of these auditions. I felt like I performed well but my frustration at "not fitting" led me to beat myself up and treat myself as though I had performed poorly when I knew I had put my best foot forward. Luckily I have support to remind me that you can't control everything and you have to be happy just as you are. Today, this version of a wonderful song came on my Pandora and I wished I had listened to it on Sunday: http://youtu.be/gffJQYw1VP0
My second audition on Sunday went much better, I went in with a totally different attitude than my first audition and decided to just do what I do best and be ok with whatever happened. I booked the show and I'm pretty excited to work with a director I really enjoy and on a show I haven't seen in about 10 years. I'll write more about my journey as Agnes Gooch in Mame at The Broadway Theatre of Pitman later.
I'm still rehearsing for Annie and while we still have work to do I know we'll get it together soon.
Well, that's about it until my next musing!
<3 Sarah